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Vol. II

That I Would Know Him

I have been embraced by God
With soft sweet arms
And fiercely tender, open hands.
        Mom's fingers, not often manicured,
        Hold tight to soothe innocence and fear, Heavy and
        secure.

        Dad's hands, daily clasped white
        knuckled, chapped and red.
        Enveloped in praying,
        Typing
        Dish-washing
        Blow drying hair
        Tickling


I have heard God's glory
Waking to large blithe hymns on Saturday mornings. Dulcet keys
        playing and bowls of steaming oatmeal A fragrant
        offering,
        Music, her chorus of rest, And
        cooking, his verse of praise.


I have been taught truth from God,
Out of narrow bedroom hallways, in the glow of night lights. In her patient
        words outside my slammed, sticker-covered door, Her refrain:
        "I love you"
        In anticipated bedtime stories and pretty pictures of a parted sea:
        "Daddy, who's Moses?"

These strongholds of affection so that I would come to know
        The taste of both honeyed oats and tears
        And the yearning of a victorious "The End" I could not yet read.
        Even in my greenness,
        Threads of assurance began their
        Weaving through my instinctive worship,
        For "Jesus loves me, this I know."


That I would one day, too, have calloused hands and
        Fingers, not often manicured,
        To hold onto little ones,
        The "little ones to Him belong."